Jealous of Other's Success
I admit that there are moments where I am jealous of other's success. I know it is wrong, but I cannot help it. I wish I am above being jealous of other's success.
The Christmas weekend is over and I am already in full throttle with the new year's goals. During Christmas, I did slow down but I cannot stop feeling restless. I tried to "do nothing" but ended up reading about Aston Martin. It was only on Sunday night I feel calmer and Monday I have to step on the throttle.
Today someone shared some holiday videos with me. I am both happy and jealous of them. I am happy that they made it as I know how hard they worked. I am jealous that they can ease into the holiday while I am still hard-pressed for success.
I have a choice but mentally my "off" button is broken. I take pride in my hard work but feeling jealous of other's fruit of success. Maybe comparison is hard wired into our DNA.
Stop scrolling social media, others only show their best side of life, never their worst problems. Say thanks to all the relationship you have and your health. Focus and work hard towards your goal.
You may still be jealous of others, but lesser.