Living Kindfully

Journaling is Uncomfortable

Someone asked me whether I find any peace by writing this daily blog? This blog is a form of journaling. So the answer is yes. I do not usually plan my writing. As I reflect my day, I would pick up ideas or thoughts to share. In reality, I am an angry, cynical and negative person. This blog is my journey to confront myself. My mission is for the reader to learn something and be inspired to make a change in their life.

Journaling needs courage and it is uncomfortable. Emotionally I have to dig deep and accept my own weakness. The weakness of having a large ego with little useful skillset. Jealous of other's success while procrastinate my own dreams. Journaling brings out all my insecurities; I have to confront and repackage it into a learnable experience.

I doubt I will ever find the answer to my existence. Life is not about finding the final answer. Life is to be experienced. I am filled with flaws and shortcomings. Somehow, it is the imperfection that makes self-discovery worthwhile. It is the journey of a lifetime. The discovery starts by looking at the blank screen every night.