My USD4,704.36 Loss | Don't Give Up Your Happiness

03 Nov, 2025

Due to my earlier losses, I have difficulty sleeping and moody most of the time. In front of the family, I am still cheerful and positive, but deep down I am worried about the bills and the future.

While I go through my days like a machine, someone told me not to give up the happiness which are free. These are the free happiness:

1. My family, friends, and colleagues
2. My health
3. My business where there are still room for growth
4. The sunrise and sunset
5. My writing

Every day, I just wake up and follow the motion of crossing things off the to-do list. There are no joy or any emotions. In fact, there is no anger or resentment. Just pure numbness chasing numbers. Partly, I am still angry at myself for putting myself and family in such a position. Being angry does not help, but not to make the same mistake again.

Success is never a straight line. I must appreciate whatever that I have now and still aim for the stars. We all are in a tough place but do not give up the happiness which are free.