I Just Lost USD2,500
I am such a f*king idiot!! I have to compensate my supplier USD2,500. Last year around this time, I lost nearly USD5,000 where I made a mistake on my calculation, and I have to pay for the mistake. This year, it was my desperation that I mis-understood my client. I thought I got the deal when it was not. As I look back, there are many reason and excuses that I can blame. Ultimately, it is me who give the instruction to bind cover with the client.
I barely survived last year's lost and now I dug myself another hole. Am I truly cut out to be a entrepreneur? I am blessed that I have good business partners to keep me on track. But how much mistakes I can afford to make? Running a successful business is about making the fewest mistakes.
All these years, I worked hard and fast to get deals and service my customers. One mistakes can undo months of hard work. As my debt gets bigger, my desperation increases and so are my mistakes. It is a vicious cycle.
I wish I could stay calm, but I can't. It is going to be another lean Christmas for the family. And I am just a f*king idiot.