My USD4,704.36 Loss | No Time Off
Today someone asked me when I will close for the year and take some time off. As of writing, I have no plans in taking any breaks that is more than 1 day. I would be spending time with the family by bringing them for a simple meal and a movie. Other than those activities, I be focusing on the business, studying for the exams and writing.
I do wish I could take a break. Whenever I take a break, I would be filled with guilt. There is this voice telling me that I am a loser and I do not deserve any break. To keep up with my competitors, I have to outwork everyone. The sense of guilt and hunger would not go away.
It is only by working hard, I feel safer and secure. There is no break for me. I will keep playing until the final whistle.